Reality bites.

Blah, work at the pita pit is ok but it also really sucks. What a huge waste of time! I can't wait to go snowboarding..it'll be so sweet. I still can't believe I didn't get that job. I'm an idiot for not giving two weeks notice, gawd. But yeah, live and learn. Fuck though. Stupid work is pretty crappy. I wish there was some work for a seasoned ninja out there, but alas our race is a dying one. Two kids came into work today and one had a ninja star and I was like aww cute rookies. Yeah, I don't know what I want to do with school. To school, or not to school. That is the question. Also where and when...and what. Fine arts is OK, I like drawing. But I don't want to be...whatever people with fine arts degrees become...poor. Hehe thats not true. And it wouldn't be so bad to be poor (thats just me speaking because I'm spoilt and privilaged). As long as your happy, which I doubt you'd be. Which reminds me I'm goin to draw up some comics and show some papers around town and maybe see if I can get published, that would be kewl. Wouldn't really help getting the ladies though, LIKE I NEED IT. Cept florthe fact that I am girl-less at the moment. I look at loser guys with a girlfriend (harsh and bitter, I know) and I'm like come ON. The only place people seem to hook up is school, and I'm not even sure if I'm going to go there again. The thing is my parents set up a thing where all my school is already payed for. Sweet, I know, but it should go to some other kid who deserves it more or like will use it better. My best plan is a fine arts degree. Thats a cool thing, I like to draw. But I don't know if a degree in fine arts is for me. Anyway...man... I don't want to go into sciences, but I guess that would be making the most out of this education savings plan thing. Summer school time...crap. That won't be any more useful to what I want to do, which I don't know (other than land a ninja gig, which seems unlikely). Damn chemistry damn physics math and bio damnit all. The thing is fine arts and even arts is kinda hobby-ish stuff. Which is exactly what you would want to make a profession out of, your hobby or something you like to do so you actually like your job. But I don't know about going to school and taking fine arts, or arts. Don't get me wrong theres nothing wrong with that, I don't know if it's for me though. I complain a lot but I have it pretty well off. Cept for the no girl thing. I'm shy so yeah. I wish there was a course like PHD of Ninjology, I would be so cut out for that. Oh well. Yeah I can't see me getting anything out of school that would further my career choice. But I don't know what choice that is so I can't really say. Hmmm. I think I'll take some lifegaurding courses and be a lifegaurd for a bit. It would be the crap out of fast food. FAST FOOOOOOOOOOOOOOD *shakes fist*. Heres what I DO like about my job, some cool people I work with. Free food when the boss(es) and around, hehe! Pretty girls come in a lot, which are all out of my league ofcourse. There are the odd cool girls that come in and I chat with. I don't want to be a creep and go into the whole phone numbers thing with them though (i'v only had bad experiences with that stuff, never was one for numbers). I don't, but what am I suppost to do? Yeah, that would be creepy to drop the "can I give you a call sometime?". Thats not really me. However, I have nothing against giving MY number out though! If a girl asked me for my number, I wouldn't think twice. Thats ahundred times easier but it still seems so hard. Ohhh well, it's not as bad as I make it sound. That's enough for me today. You've been the best audience ever! MWAH! MWAH!(that's a kissing noise if you don't know) GOODNIGHT!

Another brick in the wall.

Just got home from work, still lots of rain. Work is pretty chill, except for my bosses. Whatever though, the people are cool. I still can't believe I fucked that up with my other work. Two weeks notice...bah..bastards. I am very bitter latley, I wonder if it has anything to do with getting out of a big relationship...naa. We're gonna start making cookies at work, which rules. Theres isn't much work for a ninja in this city, sadly. Oh that reminds me, I'm almost sure I'm going to Japan maybe next summer with my pal Kenji (HI BILLY!). He is a jap and it would make communicating easier. It'll be so sweeeeeeeeeeeet, JAPAN! Every geeks dream. Maybe do some cosplay, not. Listenin' to some Jamiroquai hehe. I like it but it's kinda pornoish, whatever. Anyone out there recommend any good music? I can recommend a good web comic back. Hmm I really need to practice the guitar...so lazy though. Maybe later. So much work this week, I think it's about a 37 hour week. I really want to see Tenacious D in concert, that would RULE. My "remember me" check box doesn't work (I use beta blogger), any one else have that problem? Anyways this ninja is out for now, bye all.